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by Lan Caihe

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1.
Inward 03:08
Gaze directed outward as the stone was thrown within It traveled swiftly, tracing paths not unfamiliar, not quite forgotten But left here moments, days, a lifetime behind, not frequented, Now I see, as often as they should have been As the cracks are filling in A cobble, a pebble On its own without much strength Or gravity, especially When viewed from the outside But we forget the inner walls Are gilded in a brittle glass Broken in the past Never meant to last A bitter husk of ash Left standing, standing Four walls Converging The spores were sown And trampled under foot But what of their resilience, Of what they left behind? We still wander through the shadows Creeping from the cracks We still whisper through the echoes Listen to the echoes
2.
The coffin lies adjacent to the alter The petals line the boards Leaning over top the dark sepulcher His mouth goes dry His eyes are swollen, ears are ringing Heart in vices, suffocating "Prove to me your grace, oh God, and Fix this bed for two I'm dead without you" Long after sunset Still tracing her name The date freshly carved into stone So cold and unfeeling Eyes on the ground as he echoes "Oh God, this is all too soon My God, this is all too soon" "Where is solace in this? Must not sleep come? Dare I follow, lover? Reaching out for..." "I can't quite shake this feeling of the end" What will it take? "Her eyes closed" Who can relate? "She left me" Before it's too late "Fall back on all the promises and vows we made I swear she holds them still" What of the rest? "Remember" What else is left? "Forever" This is a test "Never thought that sleep would be so welcome here Bite my lip and close my eyes Will I dream? And will you lead me? Or will I walk alone? How long will I be waiting?"
3.
"Wake up, hear me, and breathe "Not now, not this, for me "It was my time, I am still here by your side, open your eyes "So much is left, your wounds can be dressed, I can forgive this" His eyes have turned up to the sky Each breath more deliberate The floodgates are open the river is dry The warm desert air freezes over So peaceful and cold and alone "Where are you?" he echoes The words rising over the walls Spilling onto the desolate landscape "What else did I hope to find? "Is it too late to change my mind?" "Wake up, hear me, and breathe "Not now, not this, for me "It was my time, I am still here by your side, open your eyes "So much is left, your wounds can be dressed But I cannot-"

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released July 1, 2012

All tracks recorded, mixed, and mastered by Dave Rose.

Special thanks to Jacob Davidson for his hardware and instruments.

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Lan Caihe Boston, Massachusetts

I am Lan Caihe. I write and record all of this music myself, and perform with my friends Matt, Mark, and Ian in the Greater Boston area.

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